to whom it may concern

Was it me? Was it you? Was it us? Was it anyone else? I don't know. I may never know. I'm sorry for doing things that hurt you. I'm sorry for being selfish, being a bitch to you and to anyone else. I'm sorry for doing things I'm not proud of. I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend. I'm sorry if I back-stabbed you. I only thought of myself and not of you. I was being purely bad. Maybe it really was me. If nothing ever happened, would the end be better, worse, or just the same? Dear whoever this may concern, I only hope you'd forgive me, and we could be better than we are now. I hope we could still smile to each other than just looking at each other for a second and looked to another direction. I'm sorry. All I could say was I'm sorry.