Hello people! Aduh maaf ya gue udah laamaaaaaaa banget ngga nulis lalalala karena gue keasikan ngemil Heavenly Blush di rumah thanks to delivery order. Selain itu, gue sibuk nulis di fanfiction.net plus main The Sims 3. Gue sekarang sih lagi nonton HSM 3 (lagi). Karena gue pengen lebih aktif lagi di blog, maka gue kembali, people! Hihi.
Oh ya, sekarang gue punya twitter hehe follow ya @chairunnisa_f! Gila gue lagi ngga ada cerita atau apapun nih. Maaf ya lagi suntuk. Bye!
Selasa, 29 Desember 2009
Senin, 14 Desember 2009
A lot
Hey all people! Gilaaaaaaaa gue udah lama parah ngga nulis di blog. Terakhir kali tgl 23 November dan itupun tentang Robsten -___- haha ngga jelas ya? Hmm anyway, I'm back, all!
Gue lagi tes Paket nih sekarang. Apakah itu Paket? Paket adalah semacam pemantapan belajar di sekolah. Jadi Paket 1 itu isinya pelajaran kelas 7, Paket 2 pelajaran kelas 8, Paket 3 pelajaran kelas 9. Gue lagi tes Paket 2 sekarang. Tadi sih pelajarannya cuma Bahasa Indonesia sama Matematika, tapi Matematikanya SUSAH PARAH. Masa soal-soal gradien ampe 10 sendiri! Padahal yg lain dikit2 doang. Huuuuuuuh.
Tau ngga sih sekarang gue obsessed ama game gue yaitu The Sims 3! Gila gue kecanduan paraaaaahhh soalnya berkat majalah bokap gue yang ternyata isinya adalah kiat-kiat bermain The Sims 3 gue bisa mengantar para Sims gue menjadi orang-orang sukses dan berbakat! Nah, keluarga yang lagi gue urus adalah keluarga Landgraab, itu keluarga buatan perusahaan Simsnya, bukan buatan gue. Nah, ini dia cerita lengkapnya hihi (karya gue looh haha):
Keluarga Landgraab adalah salah satu keluarga tertua di Sunset Valley. Merekalah yang membangun Sunset Valley hingga menjadi neighborhood yang makmur dan sentosa hingga saat ini. Nancy, anak satu-satunya Keluarga Landgraab, menikah dengan dokter bernama Geoffrey, tapi bukan Nancy yang mengganti nama keluarganya, melainkan Geoffrey. Mereka memiliki anak laki-laki bernama Malcolm yang baik, rendah hati, dan kutu buku. Beberapa tahun kemudian, lahirlah anak kedua bernama Josiah. Berbeda dengan kakaknya, Josiah jahat dan menyebalkan.
Nancy adalah businesswoman yang supersibuk dan sangat sombong. Ia adalah ibu yang tidak dekat dengan anak-anaknya, dan lebih memilih karier dibandingkan keluarga. Geoffrey adalah dokter yang sukses dan rendah hati. Dialah yang selama ini mendidik dan menyayangi kedua anak mereka.
Saat Malcolm remaja, ia bertemu remaja bernama Madison Townstone (buatan gue nih). Mereka pacaran, lalu saat dewasa mereka menikah. Malcolm memilih menjadi dokter, mengikuti jejak ayahnya. Madison pun pindah ke rumah suaminya, dan menjadi seorang socialite yang terkenal tapi baik hati. Tak lama kemudian, Madison hamil dan melahirkan anak laki-laki bernama Myles. Waktu Myles masih bayi, Josiah adalah seorang remaja berandalan. Ia bolos sekolah, keluar malam, dan tidak pernah mengerjakan PR. Akhirnya, ia meninggal karena kebakaran di kamarnya sendiri. Kematian Josiah sangat memukul Nancy dan Geoffrey. Anehnya, akibat kematian putranya, Nancy malah tambah sibuk bekerja dan bekerja sepanjang hari.
Malcolm menjadi dokter yang sukses seperti ayahnya, dan Madison selain berhasil mengasuh Myles, iapun berhasil membesarkan anaknya menjadi anak yang pandai dan baik. Saat Myles menginjak remaja, Geoffrey meninggal. Hal ini sangat mengguncang batin Nancy, sehingga Nancy pun pensiun dari pekerjaannya dan memilih tinggal di rumah untuk menjadi sosok yang selama ini tak pernah ada bagi anak dan cucunya.
Myles sempet pacaran sama cewek bernama Judy Edwards, tapi karena ternyata Judy lebih tua daripada dia, mereka putus. Myles pun pacaran dengan anak perempuan satu-satunya keluarga Goth, salah satu keluarga tua seperti Landgraab, yaitu Chanel Goth. Chanel lebih muda, tapi mereka tetap pacaran. Saat sudah dewasa, Myles berkarier di bidang militer. Saat Chanel sudah dewasa, mereka menikah.
Sekarang, Myles ama Chanel punya dua anak, yaitu Isabella dan Ambrose haha. Aduh maaf ya gue geje parah. -_____-
Gue lagi tes Paket nih sekarang. Apakah itu Paket? Paket adalah semacam pemantapan belajar di sekolah. Jadi Paket 1 itu isinya pelajaran kelas 7, Paket 2 pelajaran kelas 8, Paket 3 pelajaran kelas 9. Gue lagi tes Paket 2 sekarang. Tadi sih pelajarannya cuma Bahasa Indonesia sama Matematika, tapi Matematikanya SUSAH PARAH. Masa soal-soal gradien ampe 10 sendiri! Padahal yg lain dikit2 doang. Huuuuuuuh.
Tau ngga sih sekarang gue obsessed ama game gue yaitu The Sims 3! Gila gue kecanduan paraaaaahhh soalnya berkat majalah bokap gue yang ternyata isinya adalah kiat-kiat bermain The Sims 3 gue bisa mengantar para Sims gue menjadi orang-orang sukses dan berbakat! Nah, keluarga yang lagi gue urus adalah keluarga Landgraab, itu keluarga buatan perusahaan Simsnya, bukan buatan gue. Nah, ini dia cerita lengkapnya hihi (karya gue looh haha):
Keluarga Landgraab adalah salah satu keluarga tertua di Sunset Valley. Merekalah yang membangun Sunset Valley hingga menjadi neighborhood yang makmur dan sentosa hingga saat ini. Nancy, anak satu-satunya Keluarga Landgraab, menikah dengan dokter bernama Geoffrey, tapi bukan Nancy yang mengganti nama keluarganya, melainkan Geoffrey. Mereka memiliki anak laki-laki bernama Malcolm yang baik, rendah hati, dan kutu buku. Beberapa tahun kemudian, lahirlah anak kedua bernama Josiah. Berbeda dengan kakaknya, Josiah jahat dan menyebalkan.
Nancy adalah businesswoman yang supersibuk dan sangat sombong. Ia adalah ibu yang tidak dekat dengan anak-anaknya, dan lebih memilih karier dibandingkan keluarga. Geoffrey adalah dokter yang sukses dan rendah hati. Dialah yang selama ini mendidik dan menyayangi kedua anak mereka.
Saat Malcolm remaja, ia bertemu remaja bernama Madison Townstone (buatan gue nih). Mereka pacaran, lalu saat dewasa mereka menikah. Malcolm memilih menjadi dokter, mengikuti jejak ayahnya. Madison pun pindah ke rumah suaminya, dan menjadi seorang socialite yang terkenal tapi baik hati. Tak lama kemudian, Madison hamil dan melahirkan anak laki-laki bernama Myles. Waktu Myles masih bayi, Josiah adalah seorang remaja berandalan. Ia bolos sekolah, keluar malam, dan tidak pernah mengerjakan PR. Akhirnya, ia meninggal karena kebakaran di kamarnya sendiri. Kematian Josiah sangat memukul Nancy dan Geoffrey. Anehnya, akibat kematian putranya, Nancy malah tambah sibuk bekerja dan bekerja sepanjang hari.
Malcolm menjadi dokter yang sukses seperti ayahnya, dan Madison selain berhasil mengasuh Myles, iapun berhasil membesarkan anaknya menjadi anak yang pandai dan baik. Saat Myles menginjak remaja, Geoffrey meninggal. Hal ini sangat mengguncang batin Nancy, sehingga Nancy pun pensiun dari pekerjaannya dan memilih tinggal di rumah untuk menjadi sosok yang selama ini tak pernah ada bagi anak dan cucunya.
Myles sempet pacaran sama cewek bernama Judy Edwards, tapi karena ternyata Judy lebih tua daripada dia, mereka putus. Myles pun pacaran dengan anak perempuan satu-satunya keluarga Goth, salah satu keluarga tua seperti Landgraab, yaitu Chanel Goth. Chanel lebih muda, tapi mereka tetap pacaran. Saat sudah dewasa, Myles berkarier di bidang militer. Saat Chanel sudah dewasa, mereka menikah.
Sekarang, Myles ama Chanel punya dua anak, yaitu Isabella dan Ambrose haha. Aduh maaf ya gue geje parah. -_____-
Senin, 23 November 2009
Minggu, 01 November 2009
This Is It. I cried.
Sorry if I used English again, but hell, I thought that because I was going to tell you about an American movie, English would be better.
I've just watched This Is It with my mother this afternoon. All I could say was that the movie was totally great. I know that it was only a documentary and a lot of other people got bored even before it was finished, but I felt that it was really awesome. Michael was there. He danced. He sang. He smiled. He looked so energetic. All I could think of at the time was: That couldn't be him. He couldn't possibly be dead. The body inside the golden casket was not him. In the first ten minutes, I cried already. I couldn't help it. My tears fell pretty easily.
I was relieved that in the movie he did not sing You Are Not Alone. If he did, I would've cried so much. It was my favorite song. The song was my companion. It was always with me every time I was happy or sad. I listened to it when I felt lonely and whenever I wished for someone to come.
From that movie, I learned that:
When he sang the song I Just Can't Stop Loving You, I almost cried again. Well, my eyes were wet already but my tears didn't fall down. It reminded me of my own self.
I love you, Michael Jackson. Always have and always will.
I've just watched This Is It with my mother this afternoon. All I could say was that the movie was totally great. I know that it was only a documentary and a lot of other people got bored even before it was finished, but I felt that it was really awesome. Michael was there. He danced. He sang. He smiled. He looked so energetic. All I could think of at the time was: That couldn't be him. He couldn't possibly be dead. The body inside the golden casket was not him. In the first ten minutes, I cried already. I couldn't help it. My tears fell pretty easily.
I was relieved that in the movie he did not sing You Are Not Alone. If he did, I would've cried so much. It was my favorite song. The song was my companion. It was always with me every time I was happy or sad. I listened to it when I felt lonely and whenever I wished for someone to come.
From that movie, I learned that:
- Michael was a humble and noble person. I strongly believe he had never sexually abused a child or molested a child. That couldn't be him.
- He was a very serious musician. He would always tell the music director or back singers or whatever to make some change when he felt that the music was too fast, too slow, too high, or just... imperfect.
- He respected everybody.
- I loved him so much.
When he sang the song I Just Can't Stop Loving You, I almost cried again. Well, my eyes were wet already but my tears didn't fall down. It reminded me of my own self.
I love you, Michael Jackson. Always have and always will.
Kamis, 29 Oktober 2009
Indonesian and Kathy Everett
Tired of using too many English. Now I'm gonna write in Indonesian.
Haha gue lagi mikir keanya kok gue kebanyakan pake bhs Inggris ya, yaudah deh pake bhs Indonesia aja aaah mulai sekarang. Bhs Inggrisnya dikurangin tp gue bakal tetep nge-improve bhs Inggris gue, krn gue mo dapet TOEFL 600 dan bisa kuliah di Harvard atau JHU! :D Nah kan katanya kemarin tuh premierenya This Is It, film dokumenternya Michael Jackson. GUE MO NONTOOOOON!!!! Gila gue penasaran gue pengen liat gmn MJ dance dan nyanyi selama bbrp hari sebelum kematiannya :'( gue pengeeeeen dan coba kalo di situ ada anak2nya pasti gue tmbh pengen nonton.
Speaking of, gue lagi keingetan Kathy, nih... Ngga tau Kathy siapa? Hmm bagus deh hihi ada kok di entry gue yg udah lama bgt gitu. Haha pokoknya gue lagi mikir keanya Kathy ama gue tuh aslinya punya 'sesuatu'. Bukan dlm arti mistis atau apapun itu ya, tp gue sih ngerasanya ada sesuatu diantara gue sama Kate yg menyebabkan (untuk saat ini) gue ngga akan bs lepas dari dia, dan begitu jg dengan dia. Mungkin aja sih Kate ngga pengen sama sekali ada hubungan apapun dgn gue tp setelah gue pikir2 lagi, untuk bbrp hal, ada banyak hal yg mirip atau sama persis antara gue dgn Kate. You can't run away from this fact, and neither can I. Gue bukan ngerasa bermasalah atau apa dengan keadaan gue sm Kate yang sebenernya ada bbrp kemiripan yg cukup untuk ngeyakinin diri gue bahwa sebenernya kita cukup sama dlm bbrp hal, tp gue cuma heran aja.
Ntar2 gue bkl cerita lagi deh soal Kate Everett hihi. See ya!
Haha gue lagi mikir keanya kok gue kebanyakan pake bhs Inggris ya, yaudah deh pake bhs Indonesia aja aaah mulai sekarang. Bhs Inggrisnya dikurangin tp gue bakal tetep nge-improve bhs Inggris gue, krn gue mo dapet TOEFL 600 dan bisa kuliah di Harvard atau JHU! :D Nah kan katanya kemarin tuh premierenya This Is It, film dokumenternya Michael Jackson. GUE MO NONTOOOOON!!!! Gila gue penasaran gue pengen liat gmn MJ dance dan nyanyi selama bbrp hari sebelum kematiannya :'( gue pengeeeeen dan coba kalo di situ ada anak2nya pasti gue tmbh pengen nonton.
Speaking of, gue lagi keingetan Kathy, nih... Ngga tau Kathy siapa? Hmm bagus deh hihi ada kok di entry gue yg udah lama bgt gitu. Haha pokoknya gue lagi mikir keanya Kathy ama gue tuh aslinya punya 'sesuatu'. Bukan dlm arti mistis atau apapun itu ya, tp gue sih ngerasanya ada sesuatu diantara gue sama Kate yg menyebabkan (untuk saat ini) gue ngga akan bs lepas dari dia, dan begitu jg dengan dia. Mungkin aja sih Kate ngga pengen sama sekali ada hubungan apapun dgn gue tp setelah gue pikir2 lagi, untuk bbrp hal, ada banyak hal yg mirip atau sama persis antara gue dgn Kate. You can't run away from this fact, and neither can I. Gue bukan ngerasa bermasalah atau apa dengan keadaan gue sm Kate yang sebenernya ada bbrp kemiripan yg cukup untuk ngeyakinin diri gue bahwa sebenernya kita cukup sama dlm bbrp hal, tp gue cuma heran aja.
Ntar2 gue bkl cerita lagi deh soal Kate Everett hihi. See ya!
Selasa, 27 Oktober 2009
Favorite Quotes/Song Lyrics
I have only known her for two years. But if you took every moment, every moment -- if you stretched them end to end, they'd reach forever.
You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.
My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
I met somebody cute and funny. Got each other and that's funny
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
You Belong with Me - Taylor Swift
Piece me back together when I fall apart. Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
1 2 3 4 - Plain White T's
Don't call your mother. 'Cause now we're partners in crime
Waking Up in Vegas - Katy Perry
I cannot live without books.
Thomas Jefferson
Live out your imagination, not your history
Stephen Covey
Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave
A. A. Milne
I believe that one of life's greatest risks is never daring to risk
Oprah Winfrey
Doctors are sadist who like to play God and watch lesser people scream
Bren MacGuff, Juno
What if love wasn't the act of finding what you were missing but the give-and-take that made you both match?
You couldn't have strength without weakness, you couldn't have light without dark, you couldn't have love without loss.
The Tenth Circle - Jodi Picoult
When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth
Handle With Care - Jodi Picoult (I took this from a website... want the book so badly!)
If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave the world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.
Michael Jackson
Maybe it's too much, but I love them!
You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.
My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
I met somebody cute and funny. Got each other and that's funny
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
You Belong with Me - Taylor Swift
Piece me back together when I fall apart. Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
1 2 3 4 - Plain White T's
Don't call your mother. 'Cause now we're partners in crime
Waking Up in Vegas - Katy Perry
I cannot live without books.
Thomas Jefferson
Live out your imagination, not your history
Stephen Covey
Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave
A. A. Milne
I believe that one of life's greatest risks is never daring to risk
Oprah Winfrey
Doctors are sadist who like to play God and watch lesser people scream
Bren MacGuff, Juno
What if love wasn't the act of finding what you were missing but the give-and-take that made you both match?
You couldn't have strength without weakness, you couldn't have light without dark, you couldn't have love without loss.
The Tenth Circle - Jodi Picoult
When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth
Handle With Care - Jodi Picoult (I took this from a website... want the book so badly!)
If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave the world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.
Michael Jackson
Maybe it's too much, but I love them!
Senin, 26 Oktober 2009
Double Damn
So it turns out that the post I've just written was placed in............. October 1st! Isn't that great? Like, honestly, I didn't think that it would go THERE.
I made Twitter, but somehow it feels like a bit of boring. I mean, we just write some kind of status/shoutout/tweet and reply other tweets there, too. No quizzes, no games, just that. Blank. I think if I don't see something really cool from Twitter I'll stop using my Twitter account unless it is totally needed.
I want sushi and frozen yogurt
I made Twitter, but somehow it feels like a bit of boring. I mean, we just write some kind of status/shoutout/tweet and reply other tweets there, too. No quizzes, no games, just that. Blank. I think if I don't see something really cool from Twitter I'll stop using my Twitter account unless it is totally needed.
I want sushi and frozen yogurt
Damn
Aaaah shit my last entry was somewhat stupidly deleted iiihh Blogspot lameeeeeee
Think I'm gonna try to study in a few minutes. I have to stop this stupid thought. I have to STUDY and LEARN for UN!
Think I'm gonna try to study in a few minutes. I have to stop this stupid thought. I have to STUDY and LEARN for UN!
Senin, 19 Oktober 2009
Alta
Last night was the first time I saw him. He had white skin that could be compared to Snow White. He had a little round face, with chubby cheeks. He had the warmest body I had ever known. He had the most miraculous smile. He looked like his father. He was just like his father's toddler self. He was about two and a half years old. He charmed me the first time we met.
He made me smile. He reminded me of his father. He strengthen my body. He gave me the spark of happiness I didn't know before.
He didn't tell me that he was my son, for I didn't tell him that I strongly felt and believed that I was his mother. All I knew was that when he smiled at me and I smiled back, we knew that we were connected. I knew that he was mine. He knew. I could see his father inside him, and that made me very grateful.
I have only seen him once in my dream. I know that he might not be real. I know that there is a possibility that he might not be my son, and I might not be his mother. But I can't explain it. I feel a connection between me and him, even though he is not real. I hope that he is not real yet. Now I know why all mothers feel that their newborns are the loveliest. Now I know why all mothers fall in love with their newborns the first time they see them. Because even though I am not a mother, I felt that love for the child I saw in my dream. The child I believed to be mine and his. I loved him. I love him, even though I might not be able to see him anymore in my dreams. I love him, although he might not be real. I could still feel it inside my heart and through my veins. I love you, Alta. Even if you're not real and I cannot see you anymore, I will always love you. I know that.
He made me smile. He reminded me of his father. He strengthen my body. He gave me the spark of happiness I didn't know before.
He didn't tell me that he was my son, for I didn't tell him that I strongly felt and believed that I was his mother. All I knew was that when he smiled at me and I smiled back, we knew that we were connected. I knew that he was mine. He knew. I could see his father inside him, and that made me very grateful.
I have only seen him once in my dream. I know that he might not be real. I know that there is a possibility that he might not be my son, and I might not be his mother. But I can't explain it. I feel a connection between me and him, even though he is not real. I hope that he is not real yet. Now I know why all mothers feel that their newborns are the loveliest. Now I know why all mothers fall in love with their newborns the first time they see them. Because even though I am not a mother, I felt that love for the child I saw in my dream. The child I believed to be mine and his. I loved him. I love him, even though I might not be able to see him anymore in my dreams. I love him, although he might not be real. I could still feel it inside my heart and through my veins. I love you, Alta. Even if you're not real and I cannot see you anymore, I will always love you. I know that.
Sabtu, 17 Oktober 2009
Today :D
Hey all people! Today I just won the first place in Spelling Bee Competition of EF Permata Hijau! :D I am so and very happy. I wasn't really planning to win, actually, but when I got into the quarter final round, I started to be, like, really wanted to win. I wished I could get into the semifinal, along with Sakinah and Mutiara, the only girls I was really close to in that competition. I'm gonna tell you all about today!
First, I arrived at school at about 8.00 am, then I saw Shasha, Firza, Dpks, Sakinah, Nabila, and Anya. About a few minutes later, Shasha asked us (including me) to go to Circle K, and she was excluding Anya haha. I believe that everyone would understand that, right? Then, I went to C-K along with them all, and we tried to avoid Anya haha. I bought Milo, and I drank it pretty fast.
About thirty minutes later, we went to ITC Permata Hijau by a seventh-grader's car, haha. When we got there it was still very dark. It looked as if we came too early. And you know what? There was only Labschool that came for the competition in Group C (7th grade-9th grade). Oh God, this means that if we didn't win, Labschool still would win through other kids! -___- Then, we met Fidel and Nindhi and Gita. We re-registered ourselves and we waited for the competition to begin. As we wait, we practiced some words from the pocket dictionary I brought. After that the committees called us to come for a while and said that Group A would be competing so Group B and C had to get out of the arena for a while until it is our turn. Thus, me, Shasha, Dpks, Gita and Fidel came downstairs to buy ice cream in McDonald's. There, we all bought McFlurry, except, well, Anya. Then, we waited again, and finally it was the time for us to compete! The words were really hard. Honestly, they really were. But thankfully, I got to the quarter final with Sakinah and Mutiara! :D:D
After that we had lunch at Es Teler 77, I ate Fried Rice but I didn't finish it because I felt my stomach was full. Then, we (Sakinah, me, Anya) got back to the arena and we waited until our turn to compete again. The quarter final was a bit of easier. The words weren't as hard as the first round. Then, we waited (again) until the names of the finalists were announced. Too bad that they announced it just before the final round, thus making us so thrilled. I was really happy that my name was called after Igar. That means I would win! :D:D:D
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(I was in the middle :D)
In the final round, me, Igar, and Rifqi had to take a piece of paper that contains the word we had to spell. The total was four words. Me and Igar got all four words spelled correctly, while Rifqi spelled only three words correctly. Thus, a competition was held between me and Igar. Igar got a really hard word I couldn't even remember or spell it. He couldn't spell it. I got the word GOVERNMENTAL!! I spelled it correctly, and I won the first place!! :D:D:D Happy so much!
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(the first winner hihi and that's Miss Lisa who gave me the prize)
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(Three winners! :D)
First, I arrived at school at about 8.00 am, then I saw Shasha, Firza, Dpks, Sakinah, Nabila, and Anya. About a few minutes later, Shasha asked us (including me) to go to Circle K, and she was excluding Anya haha. I believe that everyone would understand that, right? Then, I went to C-K along with them all, and we tried to avoid Anya haha. I bought Milo, and I drank it pretty fast.
About thirty minutes later, we went to ITC Permata Hijau by a seventh-grader's car, haha. When we got there it was still very dark. It looked as if we came too early. And you know what? There was only Labschool that came for the competition in Group C (7th grade-9th grade). Oh God, this means that if we didn't win, Labschool still would win through other kids! -___- Then, we met Fidel and Nindhi and Gita. We re-registered ourselves and we waited for the competition to begin. As we wait, we practiced some words from the pocket dictionary I brought. After that the committees called us to come for a while and said that Group A would be competing so Group B and C had to get out of the arena for a while until it is our turn. Thus, me, Shasha, Dpks, Gita and Fidel came downstairs to buy ice cream in McDonald's. There, we all bought McFlurry, except, well, Anya. Then, we waited again, and finally it was the time for us to compete! The words were really hard. Honestly, they really were. But thankfully, I got to the quarter final with Sakinah and Mutiara! :D:D
After that we had lunch at Es Teler 77, I ate Fried Rice but I didn't finish it because I felt my stomach was full. Then, we (Sakinah, me, Anya) got back to the arena and we waited until our turn to compete again. The quarter final was a bit of easier. The words weren't as hard as the first round. Then, we waited (again) until the names of the finalists were announced. Too bad that they announced it just before the final round, thus making us so thrilled. I was really happy that my name was called after Igar. That means I would win! :D:D:D
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(I was in the middle :D)In the final round, me, Igar, and Rifqi had to take a piece of paper that contains the word we had to spell. The total was four words. Me and Igar got all four words spelled correctly, while Rifqi spelled only three words correctly. Thus, a competition was held between me and Igar. Igar got a really hard word I couldn't even remember or spell it. He couldn't spell it. I got the word GOVERNMENTAL!! I spelled it correctly, and I won the first place!! :D:D:D Happy so much!
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(the first winner hihi and that's Miss Lisa who gave me the prize).jpg)
(Three winners! :D)One thing's for sure: I was very happy. This is the first achievement I got in JHS, and I love it. I have just made my mother and father proud of me. I took this competition because of Muhammad Irfan Perdana! Thanks a lot dear brother :D!
Jumat, 16 Oktober 2009
EARTHQUAKE!
I was just playing some Lady Gaga videoclip which is called Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) when I felt that my body was shaking too hard. "Is my body really shaking this weird because of the song?" Then I finally realized that it wasn't my body: it was my house!! I quickly said to myself: "Earthquake!!"
I ran out of my house and I didn't care about my housemaid. I know that this sounds so selfish and careless, but sometimes we all do such thing, right? I saw my neighbors. One of them asked to me: "It was an earthquake, right?" I said: "I dunno. I just felt that everything was shaking."
I came back to my house after a few short while. I made sure that it was safe, although I didn't know how I could be sure....
I ran out of my house and I didn't care about my housemaid. I know that this sounds so selfish and careless, but sometimes we all do such thing, right? I saw my neighbors. One of them asked to me: "It was an earthquake, right?" I said: "I dunno. I just felt that everything was shaking."
I came back to my house after a few short while. I made sure that it was safe, although I didn't know how I could be sure....
Looklet.com
Hey all people! You know what? I've just finished my tests HOORAYYY!!! But too bad that I have three remedial tests, because of my Science, History, and Computer tests. And you know what? The three of them are 60s!!!! Science is 66, History is 68, and Computer is 64. Damn!!! But hell, that's the aim of learning, right? (am I correct with the grammar whatsoever?) To fail is to learn, and to lose is to win, right? Nobody has ever won anything without losing before the win.
Now, I'm gonna tell you all people about my Looklet account. It's like a styling website, you know. You make an account there, and you can publish your own styles there. You'll know how many of your looks that people like. Click here to open my Looklet account. Here's some of my favorite looks (and they are all created by ME haha)
Crash The Beige Party (this reminds me of White Party in Gossip Girl and manga Candy Candy ;p oh and this is my super duper extra favorite all time!)
Don't Care (you know what? I made this when I remembered a friend I had never met for the fourteen years of my life. She's my Facebook friend, and you know what? I have never even heard her voice. But we are a bit of close, amazingly hihi. Guess who? The initial is T :))
Duchess (this one is my favorite, because it reminds me of Georgiana, Duchess of Devonshire :D)
In Disguise (this is actually a female paparazzi, but too bad the camera is hidden because of the flowers....)
Princess (my super favorite after the 'Beige' :D I love dresses, you know)
I Thought The Theme Was Blue (all-blue, and actually this reminds me of Paris Hilton. I have a Paris Hilton look, actually. Here's the Paris Hilton)
Paris Hilton (ewwww, even though I am the one who made this, I hate this because it's too all-pink. The all-blue is better because it's got some silver too)
Now, I'm gonna tell you all people about my Looklet account. It's like a styling website, you know. You make an account there, and you can publish your own styles there. You'll know how many of your looks that people like. Click here to open my Looklet account. Here's some of my favorite looks (and they are all created by ME haha)
Crash The Beige Party (this reminds me of White Party in Gossip Girl and manga Candy Candy ;p oh and this is my super duper extra favorite all time!)
Don't Care (you know what? I made this when I remembered a friend I had never met for the fourteen years of my life. She's my Facebook friend, and you know what? I have never even heard her voice. But we are a bit of close, amazingly hihi. Guess who? The initial is T :))
Duchess (this one is my favorite, because it reminds me of Georgiana, Duchess of Devonshire :D)
In Disguise (this is actually a female paparazzi, but too bad the camera is hidden because of the flowers....)
Princess (my super favorite after the 'Beige' :D I love dresses, you know)
I Thought The Theme Was Blue (all-blue, and actually this reminds me of Paris Hilton. I have a Paris Hilton look, actually. Here's the Paris Hilton)
Paris Hilton (ewwww, even though I am the one who made this, I hate this because it's too all-pink. The all-blue is better because it's got some silver too)So, guys, please check my account on Looklet! Click the heart if you like some of my looks! See ya! :D
Senin, 12 Oktober 2009
The Tenth Circle: Synopsis
Hey all people! Actually I have tests for tomorrow, but I still open my blog and write things haha I am so not a good example of a middle-schooler. Now, while I'm writing this, I am enjoying a bowl of meatballs ahaha and it's pretty spicy so I drink a lot hihi. I'm gonna give you a synopsis of one of Jodi Picoult's novels: The Tenth Circle.
Fourteen-year-old Trixie Stone is heartbroken. Jason Underhill, her senior who is also her boyfriend, breaks up with her. Devastated, she creates scars on her arms using broken mirror and her father's razor. Her best friend, Zephyr, tells her that if she wants Jason to be with her again, she'll have to make him jealous when she is with another guy. Zephyr says that she can do it in her house, where she is having a party with hockey players, including Jason. The party includes some sex games, but Trixie manages to avoid them. Instead, she plays strip poker with Zephyr, Jason, and Jason's friend Moss. She then cries, and Jason kisses her.
When she comes home before dawn, her father, Daniel, sees something suspicious. His daughter is crying and her shirt (which is actually his wife, Laura's shirt) is a bit ripped. Trixie tells him that she has been raped by Jason. He can't believe that his daughter's life becomes dark because of the crime her ex-boyfriend has done to her. This reminds him of his past in Alaska, which is filled by crime as well, like stealing, shoplifting, drinking, etc. He rushes her to the hospital and he phones Laura who says she's at the college where she's teaching to finish some work. What he doesn't know is that Laura has cheated on him with Seth, her own student, and she is not at the college. Instead, she is at Seth's place and they sleep together.
Trixie's life is turned upside down, and so is Jason, Laura, and Daniel's life. Nearly nobody supports or believes Trixie except her parents, because Jason is a popular hockey player and he is known as a good teen. Jason and his family gather every information they could get to prove that he is innocent. Laura feels that if she was not at Seth's and at her own house, the rape wouldn't have happened. Daniel tries to do whatever it takes to protect his child, because he doesn't want Trixie to be harmed anymore.
But before Christmas, Trixie gives different statements with the ones she gave at the hospital at the night she told her father that she was raped. She said that she was still a virgin when Jason raped her, but Jason says that they've had sex before the rape. She says she doesn't really remember about the rape and she was unconscious when Jason did it. Her lawyer says that if it is true, then Jason will be charged not as a child, but as an adult and he will get the same punishment adult rapists get. From her blood test that was taken at the 'night of crime', it is known that the blood contains ketamine, a kind of illegal medicine that will make the drinker unconscious. Jason gets a serious problem with that, and thus he loses a college scholarship because of the case. He blames it on Trixie. Before (or after? I forgot) Christmas, he confronts Trixie, disobeying the rule that he mustn't see her, and asks her of what he has done to her until she does this to him. Daniel punches him, and he runs away. The next day, Jason is found dead after falling from a bridge into the frozen river.
At first, it looks like he committed a suicide. But later on, it is clear that he didn't fall accidentally, but someone made him fell and left him to die. The prime suspects are Daniel and Trixie, but through the bloodstain and a single red hair on Jason's watch, the major suspect becomes Trixie alone. Scared and confused, she runs away to Alaska using a fake ID that she steals from a woman she meets in a bus (or train?). When her parents realize that she has vanished, her father believes that she goes to Alaska, the place where he came from. In his childhood, he was mocked because he was the only white child there. In his teen years, his best friend died and everyone in the village believed he killed him. Thus, he ran away and left his past. Now, he has to face his past again to find Trixie.
There, in Alaska, Trixie realizes that what she's done is wrong. She shouldn't have given her virginity to Jason, and she wants to come back to her mom and dad. After she is reconciled with her parents, the police officers come to arrest her because she is suspected as the murderer of Jason.
In the end, it turns out that it was Laura who let Jason fell and died. Too bad her daughter has been arrested in the jail. Daniel says that he is not angry, and they'll fix things together.
This novel is great, but it is a little bit complicated, so you have to read it intensely. I LOVE JODI PICOULT!
Fourteen-year-old Trixie Stone is heartbroken. Jason Underhill, her senior who is also her boyfriend, breaks up with her. Devastated, she creates scars on her arms using broken mirror and her father's razor. Her best friend, Zephyr, tells her that if she wants Jason to be with her again, she'll have to make him jealous when she is with another guy. Zephyr says that she can do it in her house, where she is having a party with hockey players, including Jason. The party includes some sex games, but Trixie manages to avoid them. Instead, she plays strip poker with Zephyr, Jason, and Jason's friend Moss. She then cries, and Jason kisses her.
When she comes home before dawn, her father, Daniel, sees something suspicious. His daughter is crying and her shirt (which is actually his wife, Laura's shirt) is a bit ripped. Trixie tells him that she has been raped by Jason. He can't believe that his daughter's life becomes dark because of the crime her ex-boyfriend has done to her. This reminds him of his past in Alaska, which is filled by crime as well, like stealing, shoplifting, drinking, etc. He rushes her to the hospital and he phones Laura who says she's at the college where she's teaching to finish some work. What he doesn't know is that Laura has cheated on him with Seth, her own student, and she is not at the college. Instead, she is at Seth's place and they sleep together.
Trixie's life is turned upside down, and so is Jason, Laura, and Daniel's life. Nearly nobody supports or believes Trixie except her parents, because Jason is a popular hockey player and he is known as a good teen. Jason and his family gather every information they could get to prove that he is innocent. Laura feels that if she was not at Seth's and at her own house, the rape wouldn't have happened. Daniel tries to do whatever it takes to protect his child, because he doesn't want Trixie to be harmed anymore.
But before Christmas, Trixie gives different statements with the ones she gave at the hospital at the night she told her father that she was raped. She said that she was still a virgin when Jason raped her, but Jason says that they've had sex before the rape. She says she doesn't really remember about the rape and she was unconscious when Jason did it. Her lawyer says that if it is true, then Jason will be charged not as a child, but as an adult and he will get the same punishment adult rapists get. From her blood test that was taken at the 'night of crime', it is known that the blood contains ketamine, a kind of illegal medicine that will make the drinker unconscious. Jason gets a serious problem with that, and thus he loses a college scholarship because of the case. He blames it on Trixie. Before (or after? I forgot) Christmas, he confronts Trixie, disobeying the rule that he mustn't see her, and asks her of what he has done to her until she does this to him. Daniel punches him, and he runs away. The next day, Jason is found dead after falling from a bridge into the frozen river.
At first, it looks like he committed a suicide. But later on, it is clear that he didn't fall accidentally, but someone made him fell and left him to die. The prime suspects are Daniel and Trixie, but through the bloodstain and a single red hair on Jason's watch, the major suspect becomes Trixie alone. Scared and confused, she runs away to Alaska using a fake ID that she steals from a woman she meets in a bus (or train?). When her parents realize that she has vanished, her father believes that she goes to Alaska, the place where he came from. In his childhood, he was mocked because he was the only white child there. In his teen years, his best friend died and everyone in the village believed he killed him. Thus, he ran away and left his past. Now, he has to face his past again to find Trixie.
There, in Alaska, Trixie realizes that what she's done is wrong. She shouldn't have given her virginity to Jason, and she wants to come back to her mom and dad. After she is reconciled with her parents, the police officers come to arrest her because she is suspected as the murderer of Jason.
In the end, it turns out that it was Laura who let Jason fell and died. Too bad her daughter has been arrested in the jail. Daniel says that he is not angry, and they'll fix things together.
This novel is great, but it is a little bit complicated, so you have to read it intensely. I LOVE JODI PICOULT!
Sabtu, 10 Oktober 2009
Forty Theory
Hey all people! Next Monday would be the first day of Mid-Semester Test a.k.a. UHBT in Labschool, but I haven't studied anything yet hihi. For ninth-graders, we don't have to study Statistics from Math or Electroscope thingies from Physics to do the UHBT. We will have the Tes Paket 1. It is a test given by the school for ninth-graders after we have Paket. Paket is like an additional time of studying at school to prepare us to do the National Final Examination. (sorry if right now I am using a very bad grammar)
The subjects in Paket are Physics, Math, Biology, English, and Bahasa Indonesia. Paket 1 is for the seven-grade lessons, which means we are studying what we had studied about 2 years ago. And next Monday to Friday, we'll have tests that contain seven-grade matters. Which means this is very good if our chairmate is a seventh-grader!! Hahahahahahaha okay now I really am half-insane.
I somewhat have tried to tell myself not to play around and start to study harder. But, well, enough of saying that I'll study really hard, because that comes from inside me, right?
I'm gonna talk about the Forty Theory. Anyone knows about this theory? No one? Well, okay, now I'll tell you all about a theory that suddenly comes into my head. So, the biggest result of UAN (the average after all four scores are combined lalala) is 40, right? Now, imagine if YOU are the one who got that 40. Your parents would cry and they'd be really shocked but extremely proud of you, right? Your friends would say: "God, you're so damn smart I wish I could do it just like you." And all of your family would a bit of bragging you. For example, your granddad would say: "He/she is my grandchild. Did you know that he/she got 40 for UAN?" And you yourself would be proud and happy.
If you got 40, then there is 90% of chance that your parents would say: "We're proud of you. You said you wanted to go to X public high school? Then you can! Or Y public high school, which is the best in town? Then you CAN! Here, let me take your papers and Dad will drive you there! They will accept you as a student!!!"
Although the reality might not be that extreme, but it is true, right? If you got 40, then your parents would be somewhat forced to give you what you want at the time, right? For example: "Mom, Dad, I wanna go to XZ Public High School." Then your dad said: "No, you can't! It's too far from our house and you'll have to work hard to stay there." You could smile and replied: "Dad, I got 40 and I couldn't go to the school I want?" And remember to say 40 very clearly and loudly. There is 92% of chance that your dad would say: "......... Okay, you'll go there."
See? FORTY wins a lot!!! No, not a lot, but nearly EVERYTHING!!!!!
--- okay, now I really am insane... -__-
The subjects in Paket are Physics, Math, Biology, English, and Bahasa Indonesia. Paket 1 is for the seven-grade lessons, which means we are studying what we had studied about 2 years ago. And next Monday to Friday, we'll have tests that contain seven-grade matters. Which means this is very good if our chairmate is a seventh-grader!! Hahahahahahaha okay now I really am half-insane.
I somewhat have tried to tell myself not to play around and start to study harder. But, well, enough of saying that I'll study really hard, because that comes from inside me, right?
I'm gonna talk about the Forty Theory. Anyone knows about this theory? No one? Well, okay, now I'll tell you all about a theory that suddenly comes into my head. So, the biggest result of UAN (the average after all four scores are combined lalala) is 40, right? Now, imagine if YOU are the one who got that 40. Your parents would cry and they'd be really shocked but extremely proud of you, right? Your friends would say: "God, you're so damn smart I wish I could do it just like you." And all of your family would a bit of bragging you. For example, your granddad would say: "He/she is my grandchild. Did you know that he/she got 40 for UAN?" And you yourself would be proud and happy.
If you got 40, then there is 90% of chance that your parents would say: "We're proud of you. You said you wanted to go to X public high school? Then you can! Or Y public high school, which is the best in town? Then you CAN! Here, let me take your papers and Dad will drive you there! They will accept you as a student!!!"
Although the reality might not be that extreme, but it is true, right? If you got 40, then your parents would be somewhat forced to give you what you want at the time, right? For example: "Mom, Dad, I wanna go to XZ Public High School." Then your dad said: "No, you can't! It's too far from our house and you'll have to work hard to stay there." You could smile and replied: "Dad, I got 40 and I couldn't go to the school I want?" And remember to say 40 very clearly and loudly. There is 92% of chance that your dad would say: "......... Okay, you'll go there."
See? FORTY wins a lot!!! No, not a lot, but nearly EVERYTHING!!!!!
--- okay, now I really am insane... -__-
Selasa, 06 Oktober 2009
Jealousy
It comes easily
Like an icy cold wind
It comes like a fire
That could burn everything on its way
It could give us heat
It could break us up
It could tear down the little ribbon
That had tied us together
Some may say that it gives us something
Love is too plain and cold without it
Love is too blank and meaningless without it
And it could tell us how much we love someone
Jealousy, oh, jealousy
You could tear siblings into half
You could tear spouses into two
You could tear friendship into enemies
You could tear relationship into tears
- Farina Chairunnisa, October 6th, 2009
remembering October 6th, 2008, the night we started to do what we do now ;) don't take it negatively guys!
Like an icy cold wind
It comes like a fire
That could burn everything on its way
It could give us heat
It could break us up
It could tear down the little ribbon
That had tied us together
Some may say that it gives us something
Love is too plain and cold without it
Love is too blank and meaningless without it
And it could tell us how much we love someone
Jealousy, oh, jealousy
You could tear siblings into half
You could tear spouses into two
You could tear friendship into enemies
You could tear relationship into tears
- Farina Chairunnisa, October 6th, 2009
remembering October 6th, 2008, the night we started to do what we do now ;) don't take it negatively guys!
Michael My Love hihi
Hey people! Sorry if I write too many of Michael Jackson, but I really am still in love with him haha. He's one of my childhood idols, you know, thus his death really was a thing for me. I have two people with name Michael that I love. First, it's Michael Jackson. Second, it is someone whom I have given that nickname hihi. Can't tell you more about the second Michael. I'm gonna tell you about my great-uncle Michael Jackson haha :p.
I have been so in love with him ever since I was........ nine years old, hihi. So actually he wasn't really my childhood idol, because if I were to call it 'childhood' idol I should have fallen in love with him since I was, like, between four and eight. Whatever. The first Michael's song I know was Heal the World. And the sixth-grader Gita Gutawa sang it in a school's art show. Yeah, I attended the same school she attended. I felt that the song was cute, and I asked my mom about the song, and she bought me a DVD that contains some of Michael's videoclips. I fell in love with him.
I played that DVD pretty often. 25th of June ago, I was shocked to hear that he died. His untimely death devastated millions of people in the world who loved him so much. I couldn't believe that he just........ went away.
His memorial service was really cool, even though I didn't watch it completely because I fell asleep on my couch when I was watching it. In the morning my mom told me that it was great. She told me that Michael's daughter Paris talked. She told me that it was very sad but beautiful. I love you, Michael. :) <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Favorite Michael Jackson's Songs:
1. You Are Not Alone
This song is really cool. I mean, well, the song really gives me something. It helps me to be strong when I feel alone and sad. What I don't really like about the song is the video clip. There's Michael and his then-wife Lisa Marie Presley, and the scenes are...... pretty provocative, you know. But however, I still love it!
2. Billie Jean
This song is REALLY GREAAAAAT! I like the intro so much. And if you'd like to know, I lip-synched this song after my lessons in BP. And ridiculously I fell to the floor when I was trying to do the Billie Jean dance. Pinka witnessed that, and all we did was laughing. Thankfully I danced in the musholla and there were only me and her there. And look; he was still a cute black here!! He's cuter when his skin was black. When he had become white he looked like............ weirdy-o.
3. I Just Can't Stop Loving You
It is a very beautiful love ballad. It features the voice of a female singer named Siedah Garrett. She wrote Michael's Man in The Mirror as well. There is no video clip of this song, but I assure you this is a lovely song.
Actually there are only three Michael's songs I deeply love. But the others are also great, you know. Like Beat It, Smooth Criminal, Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough, Rock With You, Leave Me Alone, The Way You Make Me Feel, Remember The Time, Heal the World, Black or White, Man in The Mirror, etc...
I have been so in love with him ever since I was........ nine years old, hihi. So actually he wasn't really my childhood idol, because if I were to call it 'childhood' idol I should have fallen in love with him since I was, like, between four and eight. Whatever. The first Michael's song I know was Heal the World. And the sixth-grader Gita Gutawa sang it in a school's art show. Yeah, I attended the same school she attended. I felt that the song was cute, and I asked my mom about the song, and she bought me a DVD that contains some of Michael's videoclips. I fell in love with him.
I played that DVD pretty often. 25th of June ago, I was shocked to hear that he died. His untimely death devastated millions of people in the world who loved him so much. I couldn't believe that he just........ went away.
His memorial service was really cool, even though I didn't watch it completely because I fell asleep on my couch when I was watching it. In the morning my mom told me that it was great. She told me that Michael's daughter Paris talked. She told me that it was very sad but beautiful. I love you, Michael. :) <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Favorite Michael Jackson's Songs:
1. You Are Not Alone
This song is really cool. I mean, well, the song really gives me something. It helps me to be strong when I feel alone and sad. What I don't really like about the song is the video clip. There's Michael and his then-wife Lisa Marie Presley, and the scenes are...... pretty provocative, you know. But however, I still love it!
2. Billie Jean
This song is REALLY GREAAAAAT! I like the intro so much. And if you'd like to know, I lip-synched this song after my lessons in BP. And ridiculously I fell to the floor when I was trying to do the Billie Jean dance. Pinka witnessed that, and all we did was laughing. Thankfully I danced in the musholla and there were only me and her there. And look; he was still a cute black here!! He's cuter when his skin was black. When he had become white he looked like............ weirdy-o.
3. I Just Can't Stop Loving You
It is a very beautiful love ballad. It features the voice of a female singer named Siedah Garrett. She wrote Michael's Man in The Mirror as well. There is no video clip of this song, but I assure you this is a lovely song.
Actually there are only three Michael's songs I deeply love. But the others are also great, you know. Like Beat It, Smooth Criminal, Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough, Rock With You, Leave Me Alone, The Way You Make Me Feel, Remember The Time, Heal the World, Black or White, Man in The Mirror, etc...
Senin, 05 Oktober 2009
I Wish I Could
I am currently addicted to/want to have/want to do................................
LADY GAGA
MICHAEL JACKSON
iPOD 80 GB (sorry if I follow anyone)
VAIO GOLD (dunno why, but gold seems more gorgeous than white :p)
SHOPPING, haha
but most of all, I really want to go to...
SMAN 8 JAKARTA
or...
SMAN 70 JAKARTA
then, I want to go to......
HARVARD UNIVERSITY!
I surely hope I could go to the med school! But if I couldn't go to Harvard for med, then I'll go to............................
DUKE UNIVERSITY! (the med school's is one of the best in US, so I'll give it a try haha)
but I want to study International Affairs as well, so if I want to go to college that gives best for both International Affairs and Medicine, my top choice is.................
JOHNS HOPKINS UNIVERSITY!
Sorry if this post is a bit of...... not important. But this really means something for me. Wish for me to succeed on getting my wishes, okay? :D
MICHAEL JACKSON
iPOD 80 GB (sorry if I follow anyone)
VAIO GOLD (dunno why, but gold seems more gorgeous than white :p)
SHOPPING, hahabut most of all, I really want to go to...
SMAN 8 JAKARTAor...
SMAN 70 JAKARTAthen, I want to go to......
HARVARD UNIVERSITY!I surely hope I could go to the med school! But if I couldn't go to Harvard for med, then I'll go to............................
DUKE UNIVERSITY! (the med school's is one of the best in US, so I'll give it a try haha)but I want to study International Affairs as well, so if I want to go to college that gives best for both International Affairs and Medicine, my top choice is.................
JOHNS HOPKINS UNIVERSITY!Sorry if this post is a bit of...... not important. But this really means something for me. Wish for me to succeed on getting my wishes, okay? :D
Every Name's Got Their Own Story
Most people are proud of their names, are they not? Even if their name is a very common name like (no offense) Nisa, Adit, Kate, John, blablabla. But each name gives something to the holder. Even aliases also give the holder something. Like when you nickname someone with 'Bluebell', I believe there must be something that makes you name him/her 'Bluebell', no matter how silly the reason is. I'm sorry if I put the name 'Lady Fafa' here, but surely I have a reason.
I believed I had something with me, and although that 'thing' wasn't too powerful or such, it existed. I told about it to some of my friends, and one of my friends went: "God, that was pretty cool! I guess you should have a new name. Like Madam Sahara or such." Then she said that I could use the name 'Lady Fafa', so it happened. I liked it, though, albeit the name looked as if I was a Lady Gaga wannabe. But, hey, isn't it better to admit that you ARE following someone's style than not admitting so? At least that means you're honest to yourself and everyone.
I had this very weird habit of giving aliases to people. Well, it was pretty useful, actually, when you wanted to talk about someone but not wanting that one to know. Some aliases I created were: Excel, Bernie, SKSD, Cutie, Albino, Planet, Pohon, S-Tee, etc. There are too many of aliases I made, thus I could not put them all here, could I? And, like the title, every name's got their own story. It goes the same way with aliases. Why did I nickname someone with Excel? Or Albino? Or even Cutie (which is pretty lame)? Well, I can't tell you. The history of the names are quite complicated, so I think it is wise for me not to tell you all. But one thing's for sure: I believe that every name is special, so be proud of your name. Your mom and dad wouldn't have given you your name without any special meanings, would they? All parents want the best for their children.
P.S.: Does the nickname COFFEE sound good? xoxo
I believed I had something with me, and although that 'thing' wasn't too powerful or such, it existed. I told about it to some of my friends, and one of my friends went: "God, that was pretty cool! I guess you should have a new name. Like Madam Sahara or such." Then she said that I could use the name 'Lady Fafa', so it happened. I liked it, though, albeit the name looked as if I was a Lady Gaga wannabe. But, hey, isn't it better to admit that you ARE following someone's style than not admitting so? At least that means you're honest to yourself and everyone.
I had this very weird habit of giving aliases to people. Well, it was pretty useful, actually, when you wanted to talk about someone but not wanting that one to know. Some aliases I created were: Excel, Bernie, SKSD, Cutie, Albino, Planet, Pohon, S-Tee, etc. There are too many of aliases I made, thus I could not put them all here, could I? And, like the title, every name's got their own story. It goes the same way with aliases. Why did I nickname someone with Excel? Or Albino? Or even Cutie (which is pretty lame)? Well, I can't tell you. The history of the names are quite complicated, so I think it is wise for me not to tell you all. But one thing's for sure: I believe that every name is special, so be proud of your name. Your mom and dad wouldn't have given you your name without any special meanings, would they? All parents want the best for their children.
P.S.: Does the nickname COFFEE sound good? xoxo
Minggu, 04 Oktober 2009
Wanna Follow?
Hello people! Here I am, the great storyteller muahahaha. Sorry if I act like a real weirdy-o, but I figure out that this is one way for me to show the way I feel haha, what a reason.
Well, anyhow I am gonna tell you all about Friday, 2nd of October, 2009, when I had one of the best times with my girls. Well, not all of my girls were there with me actually. My bestie Ayu wasn't there with me and others so I felt a bit of losing a small piece of fun. However, I still had fun with Tania and Pinka, my loves hihi. We talked about nonsense things for a short while at Langsat Corner after school, then we finally talked about our newest celebrity, the REAL follower! I'm gonna refer the follower with 'she' and call the follower 'Xerox' okay?
She is our biggest fan. She adores us. Maybe because I'm Lady Fafa she follows me and my friends, haha yeah you can think that this is a bit of stupid. Talk the way we talk, do the things we do. She feels she's important. She thinks she has always been the last to be called, but the way she says it is...... eurgh damn! I know you don't want to know it.
You think you're a sweet addictive drug? You wanna know what I'm thinking? I think you're just a rotten raisin. Wanna follow her? Wanna follow me? WHOA, DREAM BIG!!
Well, anyhow I am gonna tell you all about Friday, 2nd of October, 2009, when I had one of the best times with my girls. Well, not all of my girls were there with me actually. My bestie Ayu wasn't there with me and others so I felt a bit of losing a small piece of fun. However, I still had fun with Tania and Pinka, my loves hihi. We talked about nonsense things for a short while at Langsat Corner after school, then we finally talked about our newest celebrity, the REAL follower! I'm gonna refer the follower with 'she' and call the follower 'Xerox' okay?
She is our biggest fan. She adores us. Maybe because I'm Lady Fafa she follows me and my friends, haha yeah you can think that this is a bit of stupid. Talk the way we talk, do the things we do. She feels she's important. She thinks she has always been the last to be called, but the way she says it is...... eurgh damn! I know you don't want to know it.
You think you're a sweet addictive drug? You wanna know what I'm thinking? I think you're just a rotten raisin. Wanna follow her? Wanna follow me? WHOA, DREAM BIG!!
Sabtu, 03 Oktober 2009
The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas
I've just renewed my blog, y'all! So now the header is no longer 'farina and her life', but 'Lady Fafa'. Haha, that is my nickname. My friend Neza gave that nick to me. The story of that name is.... pretty long, so I believe I can't tell you all about it right now.
So I am writing this entry/post after I renewed my blog. My mom and I are watching The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas right now. It is about a German boy who befriends with a Jewish boy. It is set on World War II, when Hitler ruled and Holocaust was done. Here's the picture of it.
Honestly this movie really is touching and tragic. The main character's Bruno, the German boy. He befriends with a Jewish boy named Shmuel when he moves from his house in town to the countryside. He at first doesn't know that Shmuel is Jewish and he is imprisoned there because he's a Jew. Well, I can't tell you the rest of the movie, because that means I'm giving you the spoiler, right? However, I must tell you guys that you should watch this. This is a sad yet touching and great movie.
So I am writing this entry/post after I renewed my blog. My mom and I are watching The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas right now. It is about a German boy who befriends with a Jewish boy. It is set on World War II, when Hitler ruled and Holocaust was done. Here's the picture of it.
Honestly this movie really is touching and tragic. The main character's Bruno, the German boy. He befriends with a Jewish boy named Shmuel when he moves from his house in town to the countryside. He at first doesn't know that Shmuel is Jewish and he is imprisoned there because he's a Jew. Well, I can't tell you the rest of the movie, because that means I'm giving you the spoiler, right? However, I must tell you guys that you should watch this. This is a sad yet touching and great movie.
Kamis, 01 Oktober 2009
Random
It is like it could never end
Like it is something no one could help
Whatever happened to this
I wish I did understand
It is burned too easily
Fragile
Black
Gray
Painful
Great
Stupid
Clearly, I was a big fan of a wrong person
Like it is something no one could help
Whatever happened to this
I wish I did understand
It is burned too easily
Fragile
Black
Gray
Painful
Great
Stupid
Clearly, I was a big fan of a wrong person
Rabu, 30 September 2009
Omegle ------again
Gue udah ngeboong tapi malah di-disconnect. Damn! Here's the conversation.
Connecting to server...
Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hi
Stranger: hey ho lets go
Stranger: asl?
You: 17 f usa
You: you?
Stranger: 19 m england
You: i haven't got no webcam
Stranger: neither have i
You: oh, okay
You: so you said lets go
You: go what?
Stranger: why would it matter? I'm not one of those guys
Stranger: its a song
Stranger: as in:
Stranger: hey, ho, lets go
Stranger: I was greeting you
You: oh, like in the movie 'accepted'?
You: oh yes now i totally get it
Stranger: wow you've made me feel like a right perve
You: perve?
Stranger: yeah..pervert.
Stranger: you're a bit dense with terms, aren't you?
Stranger: lol
You: yeah
You: even though i am in usa, i'm not american
You: at least i didn't grow in usa
Stranger: where are you from
You: singapore
Your conversational partner has disconnected.
Selasa, 29 September 2009
Omegle hihi
Oke, gue tadi chatting di Omegle, dan lo harus tau kalo gue BOONG BERAAAAAAAAT. Nah, inilah conversation gue sama si Stranger.
Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hi
You: hi too
You: f/m?
Stranger: m
You: f
Stranger: sure
Stranger: where from?
You: you first
You: but i'm in usa
Stranger: USA
Stranger: cool
You: rhode island?
Stranger: me ?
Stranger: or you?
You: you
Stranger: no i'm not from rhode island haha
You: oh
You: i am from RI
Stranger: cool
Stranger: why are you up so late though
You: i can't sleep
You: even i didn't check the time
Stranger: yeah its like almost 1 oclock there
You: i slept for two or three hours, but i woke up and i couldn't sleep anymore
You: so i decided to just go with the internet
Stranger: not a bad choice
Stranger: so do you have school tomorrow or someting?
You: no, i have graduated from college
You: what about you?
Stranger: yeah me too
Stranger: i'm 26
You: i'm 24
You: you work?
Stranger: nope
Stranger: unemployed
Stranger: :(
Stranger: you?
You: i work, but i am on maternity leave :)
You: where's your location anyway?
Stranger: California
Stranger: how long of a leave do they give?
You: 2 months before the labor, 3 months after it
Stranger: wow
Stranger: i wish i could get pregnant!
You: why?
Stranger: 5 months off?
Stranger: thats a lot
You: yeah, i know
You: but out of 5 months, i just take 4 months
Stranger: why not take the full 5
You: it's a bit of boring to be at home for 2 months and do nothing
Stranger: oh yea
Stranger: i can imagine
You: see? that's why i take my maternity leave for 4 months only
Stranger: has the baby been born yet?
You: yes :)
You: that's why I haven't slept yet; because I was feeding my baby
You: but now she's asleep
Stranger: sweet
You: you've got a gf?
Stranger: do you watch dancing with the stars
Stranger: no i dont' lol
Stranger: i'm a loser
You: no, i am just listening to some songs from my iPod
Stranger: cool
You: and perhaps I'm gonna watch youtube
You: why do you think you're a loser?
Stranger: well
Stranger: i have no job
Stranger: i live with my folks at 26
Stranger: i haven't had a gf in like 6+ years
Stranger: haven't been laid in almost 1
Stranger: all signs point to loser :)
You: haven't been laid? you're a virgin?
Stranger: i said i haven't been laid in almost a year
You: oh, okay
You: then look for a job and find a girl
Stranger: haha i try
You: what college did you attend?
Stranger: UC SC
You: UC SC?
Stranger: yeah
You: Santa Cruz?
Stranger: yea
You: oh i see. what major?
Stranger: health sci
Stranger: yup
Stranger: what kind of work you do?
You: i'm a nurse
Stranger: oh cool
Stranger: and your husband
Stranger: ?
You: he's a doctor
You: so he really understands why i didn't want to leave the hospital for maternity leave :)
Stranger: oh cool
Stranger: so he must be a bit older huh
You: yeah
You: he's 27
Stranger: is he done with residency yet?
You: residency?
You: sorry sometimes i forgot about things like that
Stranger: you don't know what residency is?
Stranger: and your husband is a doctor?
Stranger: .....
You: oh sorry, yes he has
You: he's done with it
Stranger: when did he complete it?
You: a year ago
Stranger: hehe
You: he does a lot of things pretty fast
Stranger: i don't believe you
You: why?
Stranger: for someone to complete residency by age 26 is very unlikely
You: i know
Stranger: so where did he go for school
You: duke
Stranger: cool
You: what's your name, by the way?
Stranger: paul
Stranger: and u?
You: hazel
Stranger: ok cool
You: you said you live with your folks?
Stranger: yep
You: you live with them since you graduate?
Stranger: nope
Stranger: on and off
You: oh i see
You: why don't you live with your family?
Stranger: haha i do
Stranger: those are my folks
You: oh sorry, i thought you meant your friends
You: some of my friends referred 'folks' as 'friends'
Stranger: strange
You: you have a brother/sister?
Stranger: 2 brothers
Stranger: why?
You: just asking
Stranger: oh
Stranger: ok
You: hey, i gotta go
You: my baby cries again
Stranger: yeah good tlaking hazel
You: nice to chat withy you
You: *with
You: byee
Stranger: bye
Kacau kaaaaaan? Yah, maka dari itu, pesan gue kalo mo ngeboong di Omegle cuma 1: BUKA GOOGLE DAN WIKIPEDIA SERTA BERIMAJINASI SEHEBAT MUNGKIN!!!
Gone
I am heavily addicted
I can't get rid of my addiction
It's too bad
The wind blows
The ocean roars
The sky looks at me
The sun tries to make me shine
But they give no effect for me
I am addicted to the sweetest drug
I am addicted to the tastiest candy
I am addicted to the biggest lollipop
I am addicted to the creamiest ice cream
I am addicted to the iciest yogurt
But I am addicted most to the lion
Whose roar sounds like a melody
Whose movements seem like a dance
Whose face looks like an angel
Now he's gone
He's out of my hands
He seems like a shadow now
He exists but he's not real
He never knows how much I have missed him
He doesn't even know how much I want to see him
To stare him in the eye
To hear his voice
To know that he's there
That he'll always be there
- Farina Chairunnisa, 29 September 2009
Rabu, 16 September 2009
Things/People I'm in Love With Right Now
Hey guys, udah lama gue ngga posting lagi ya, haha. Sorry soalnya gue lagi sibuk Facebook-an mulu dan juga Looklet-an. Haha tp sekarang gue bakal ngepost kook. Nah, sekarang ini gue lagi cintaaaaa banget sama beberapa hal/orang, dan inilah daftarnya!
1. Lady Gaga
Maaf ya kalo tata letak gambarnya kurang bagus haha. Gue masih amatir masukin gambar di blog. Gilaaaaaa gue suka lagu2nya terutama yg Paparazzi. Itu tuh oke banget. Dan gue suka gayanya yg quirky, meskipun gue ngga suka video klipnya bokep2...
2. Michael Jackson & Lisa Marie Presley
Kenapa ada Lisa Marie-nya? Karena gue ngerasa pas MJ nikah sama Lisa Marie mereka tuh bahagiaaaaa banget. Dan karena Lisa Marie ada di videoklip You Are Not Alone, meskipun videonya menunjukkan semi-nudity... But I still love them both! Sayang sih MJ udah meninggal dan Lisa Marie udah........ gendut haha maaf ya Lisa Marie!
3. Katy Perry
Once again, gue suka karena gayanya yg beda dan keren. Dan videoklipnya Thinking of You tuh oke banget!! Meskipun yah, ada yg agak inappropriate buat anak2 haha. I like her!
4. Frozen yogurt
YEP!! Gue cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa parah sama frozen yogurt. Mau Heavenly Blush, Sour Sally, Tutti Frutti, semuanyaaa enak haha. Lumer banget di lidah, itu tuh enak banget. Yogurt menggantikan posisi es krim di hati gue gitu
5. Sushi & Sashimi
OMG gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sushi and sashimi tuh luar biasa enak, terutama yg salmon! (Y) (Y)
6. Looklet
Yah ngga ada fotonya gpp ya. Pokoknya ini web buat design2 gt, seru ddddddddeeeeeeeecccccchhhhhh
Udah dulu ya gue mau selese internetan. Ciao!
1. Lady Gaga
Maaf ya kalo tata letak gambarnya kurang bagus haha. Gue masih amatir masukin gambar di blog. Gilaaaaaa gue suka lagu2nya terutama yg Paparazzi. Itu tuh oke banget. Dan gue suka gayanya yg quirky, meskipun gue ngga suka video klipnya bokep2...
2. Michael Jackson & Lisa Marie Presley
Kenapa ada Lisa Marie-nya? Karena gue ngerasa pas MJ nikah sama Lisa Marie mereka tuh bahagiaaaaa banget. Dan karena Lisa Marie ada di videoklip You Are Not Alone, meskipun videonya menunjukkan semi-nudity... But I still love them both! Sayang sih MJ udah meninggal dan Lisa Marie udah........ gendut haha maaf ya Lisa Marie!
3. Katy Perry
Once again, gue suka karena gayanya yg beda dan keren. Dan videoklipnya Thinking of You tuh oke banget!! Meskipun yah, ada yg agak inappropriate buat anak2 haha. I like her!
4. Frozen yogurt
YEP!! Gue cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa parah sama frozen yogurt. Mau Heavenly Blush, Sour Sally, Tutti Frutti, semuanyaaa enak haha. Lumer banget di lidah, itu tuh enak banget. Yogurt menggantikan posisi es krim di hati gue gitu
5. Sushi & Sashimi
OMG gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sushi and sashimi tuh luar biasa enak, terutama yg salmon! (Y) (Y)
6. Looklet
Yah ngga ada fotonya gpp ya. Pokoknya ini web buat design2 gt, seru ddddddddeeeeeeeecccccchhhhhh
Udah dulu ya gue mau selese internetan. Ciao!
Sabtu, 22 Agustus 2009
notes
Guys read my Facebook note, entitled "Created on 18th of August, for Saptanayaka Wirja Dhyatmika"
It is a must-read for all Sapta members!
It is a must-read for all Sapta members!
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Jonathan Rhys-Meyers.......................... GANTENG! :p
Eddie van Halen juga ganteng..............................
kok yang udah tuir2 (meskipun Jonathan Rhys-Meyers ngga tuir2 amat) malah yg ganteng2 ya? OMG Jonathan Rhys-Meyeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrssssssssss!
Eddie van Halen juga ganteng..............................
kok yang udah tuir2 (meskipun Jonathan Rhys-Meyers ngga tuir2 amat) malah yg ganteng2 ya? OMG Jonathan Rhys-Meyeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrssssssssss!
weirdy-o
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you
There's only 1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you: I love you
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of a winter, like a hard candy with a surprise center
Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I'm scared of you. But all I really want is to hold you tight
I just can't stop loving you, and if I stop then tell me just what will I do?
There's only 1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you: I love you
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of a winter, like a hard candy with a surprise center
Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide, sometimes I'm scared of you. But all I really want is to hold you tight
I just can't stop loving you, and if I stop then tell me just what will I do?
Senin, 20 Juli 2009
Labs Fresh School Day 2009 (nama keren dari MOS)
Sekolah gue emang gaul ya. Supaya tidak terkesan mengerikan, MOS diubah jadi Labs Fresh School Day alias LFSD 2009. Jujur aja, gue ga suka nama ini. Ini tuh parah banget susah dibaca kea apaan gt. Gue jadi mentor gitu, mentor kelompok 4, padahal gue paling ga suka angka 4. Gatau deh knp gue gasuka. Nah, anak2 kelompok gue ada 19, tapi ada 1 yg dari pra-MOS ngga masuk, katanya dia ikut kelompok Elfa Secioria yg ke Korea itu. Ckck kasian bgt ya.
Anak2 gue itu masih....... kyuti, karena baru keluar SD kali ya jadi masih fresh from the oven apasih hahaha. Gila ya mereka tuh enak banget mereka udah dikasitau menu makanan buat seminggu pas pra-MOS. Padahal pas angkatan gue tuh bekal buat keesokan harinya baru dikasitau jam 4 sore. Mana menunya suka nabrak gitu lagi, misalkan nasi kuning sama sarden, pake kangkung tumis dan bengkoang. Gaulz kan? Terus mereka juga nggak pernah disuruh push up. Gila ya gue tuh harus dateng jam 6 pagi selama 5 hari. Dan gue biasanya nyampe rumah paling cepet jam 6. Mana sopir jemputan gue keanya udah sensi parah ama gue yg OSIS, sehingga dia maksa nggamau nungguin gue. Ergh.
Pas hari Jumat, kan dikasitau siapa aja peserta terbaik MOS-nya. Nah, ternyata peserta terbaik ceweknya tuh Saras, anak kelompok gue! Waaaaahhhh gue happy deeecch padahal gue kirain mentor2 lain ngasih nilai2 tinggi buat anak2 mereka jg. Terus peserta terbaik cowoknya adalah Bhagas, anak kelompoknya Ayu. Haha kita bahagia gt. Dan Ayu juara kedua dalam polling kakak OSISMPK terbaik. Padahal gue udah GR duluan gt gara2 si Adit ngomongnya gue yg terbaik, dan ternyata Adys yang terbaik. Haha untung gue ga malu. Yang gue ga sangka adalah Feisal dapet yang TERGANTENG! Omaigat, mendingan Bayu atau Yoga deh! Gila ya Feisal mukanya sumringah banget. Dia bangga banget jadi yg terganteng. Gue yakin anak-anak kelas 7 pada katarak semua krn milih dia..................................................................
OHYA speaking about Feisal, masa pas MOS gue, Feisal, Ayu, ama mentor2 dan OSIS2 lain (pokoknya ber-10) kan maju ke depan hall lt. 4 buat meragain game 'Remas Meremas'. Nah, ternyata kita harus remes2 tangan teman gt, terus orang yg terakhir diremes harus lari ngambil botol sebelum diambil ama orang lain. Nah, karena gue berdiri di blkg Feisal, jadi otomatis gue harus DIREMES TANGANNYA ama Feisal. Gue kan berpikir gue hrs bertindak profesional, jd otomatis gue pegang tangan dia buat nanti diremes, dan dia membalas pegangan tangan gue. Gue pikir gapapa deh, lagian yg lain jg pada pegang tangan meskipun yg lain pegangannya ama cewek semua, tapi ternyata gue malah diciein ama Feisal. Terus Nadine yg berdiri di paling belakang disuruh tuker tempat ama gue tapi dia ngga mau. Alhasil akhirnya Feisal ngga megang tangan gue tp megang lengan jas gue. Nah sialnya, pas dia ngeremes lengan jas gue, dia mencubit pergelangan tangan gue yg kecil dan ringkih, jadinya setelah acara peragaan itu gue agak marah ke dia gt deh.
Eh ya, gue udah kls 9 ya skrg? Hmmm waktu cepet banget berlalu ya
Anak2 gue itu masih....... kyuti, karena baru keluar SD kali ya jadi masih fresh from the oven apasih hahaha. Gila ya mereka tuh enak banget mereka udah dikasitau menu makanan buat seminggu pas pra-MOS. Padahal pas angkatan gue tuh bekal buat keesokan harinya baru dikasitau jam 4 sore. Mana menunya suka nabrak gitu lagi, misalkan nasi kuning sama sarden, pake kangkung tumis dan bengkoang. Gaulz kan? Terus mereka juga nggak pernah disuruh push up. Gila ya gue tuh harus dateng jam 6 pagi selama 5 hari. Dan gue biasanya nyampe rumah paling cepet jam 6. Mana sopir jemputan gue keanya udah sensi parah ama gue yg OSIS, sehingga dia maksa nggamau nungguin gue. Ergh.
Pas hari Jumat, kan dikasitau siapa aja peserta terbaik MOS-nya. Nah, ternyata peserta terbaik ceweknya tuh Saras, anak kelompok gue! Waaaaahhhh gue happy deeecch padahal gue kirain mentor2 lain ngasih nilai2 tinggi buat anak2 mereka jg. Terus peserta terbaik cowoknya adalah Bhagas, anak kelompoknya Ayu. Haha kita bahagia gt. Dan Ayu juara kedua dalam polling kakak OSISMPK terbaik. Padahal gue udah GR duluan gt gara2 si Adit ngomongnya gue yg terbaik, dan ternyata Adys yang terbaik. Haha untung gue ga malu. Yang gue ga sangka adalah Feisal dapet yang TERGANTENG! Omaigat, mendingan Bayu atau Yoga deh! Gila ya Feisal mukanya sumringah banget. Dia bangga banget jadi yg terganteng. Gue yakin anak-anak kelas 7 pada katarak semua krn milih dia..................................................................
OHYA speaking about Feisal, masa pas MOS gue, Feisal, Ayu, ama mentor2 dan OSIS2 lain (pokoknya ber-10) kan maju ke depan hall lt. 4 buat meragain game 'Remas Meremas'. Nah, ternyata kita harus remes2 tangan teman gt, terus orang yg terakhir diremes harus lari ngambil botol sebelum diambil ama orang lain. Nah, karena gue berdiri di blkg Feisal, jadi otomatis gue harus DIREMES TANGANNYA ama Feisal. Gue kan berpikir gue hrs bertindak profesional, jd otomatis gue pegang tangan dia buat nanti diremes, dan dia membalas pegangan tangan gue. Gue pikir gapapa deh, lagian yg lain jg pada pegang tangan meskipun yg lain pegangannya ama cewek semua, tapi ternyata gue malah diciein ama Feisal. Terus Nadine yg berdiri di paling belakang disuruh tuker tempat ama gue tapi dia ngga mau. Alhasil akhirnya Feisal ngga megang tangan gue tp megang lengan jas gue. Nah sialnya, pas dia ngeremes lengan jas gue, dia mencubit pergelangan tangan gue yg kecil dan ringkih, jadinya setelah acara peragaan itu gue agak marah ke dia gt deh.
Eh ya, gue udah kls 9 ya skrg? Hmmm waktu cepet banget berlalu ya
Still MJ
Gue ngga tau knp, gue lagi suka parah sama lagunya Michael Jackson yg Billie Jean sama You Are Not Alone. Emang sih, rasa suka gue pada lagu2 itu dipengaruhi kematian MJ sendiri, but that's okay, isn't it? Gue ama nyokap bokap tuh lg sering parah banget masang CD-nya MJ plus DVD-nya juga. Pas gue ngedenger suaranya MJ di Man In The Mirror sama Heal The World, gue ngerasa miris banget. Agak agak sedih gitulah.
Dalam pikiran gue, gue ngerasa ngeliat MJ dengan senyumnya (meskipun 'senyum MJ' itu ngga pernah sama dari waktu ke waktu, krn dia cukup sering operasi hingga bentuk wajahnya berubah banget). Tapi dari suaranya dan senyumnya, gue yakin dia orang baik, meskipun seumur hidup gue ngga akan pernah ketemu dia. I'm sure he loved children, and he also wanted to change the world. He faced lots of hard situations, but he survived them all. I'm absolutely sure that he loved his sons and daughter. If he didn't love them, why would Paris cry at his memorial service and said that she loves him so much?
Speaking of his children, I don't know why but somehow I think Janet, MJ's sister, is the most perfect person to be the guardian of the kids. I mean, I know Katherine, MJ's mom, has said that she will take care of the children. And I also know that Diana Ross says that if the kids need her, she will be there for them. But as a 13-year-old girl, there's one question that lies inside my brain about Katherine and Ross: They're too old to be the guardian, right? I mean, Janet's still quite young, and I believe she could be a good guardian for Prince, Paris, and Blanket.
Dearest MJ, you might never know me, and we've never met each other either. But I want you to know that I'll always love you. You're a great entertainer, and no one could ever sing your songs better than you. You're irreplaceable. MJ, we'll always remember you. You're gone too soon, Michael.
Dalam pikiran gue, gue ngerasa ngeliat MJ dengan senyumnya (meskipun 'senyum MJ' itu ngga pernah sama dari waktu ke waktu, krn dia cukup sering operasi hingga bentuk wajahnya berubah banget). Tapi dari suaranya dan senyumnya, gue yakin dia orang baik, meskipun seumur hidup gue ngga akan pernah ketemu dia. I'm sure he loved children, and he also wanted to change the world. He faced lots of hard situations, but he survived them all. I'm absolutely sure that he loved his sons and daughter. If he didn't love them, why would Paris cry at his memorial service and said that she loves him so much?
Speaking of his children, I don't know why but somehow I think Janet, MJ's sister, is the most perfect person to be the guardian of the kids. I mean, I know Katherine, MJ's mom, has said that she will take care of the children. And I also know that Diana Ross says that if the kids need her, she will be there for them. But as a 13-year-old girl, there's one question that lies inside my brain about Katherine and Ross: They're too old to be the guardian, right? I mean, Janet's still quite young, and I believe she could be a good guardian for Prince, Paris, and Blanket.
Dearest MJ, you might never know me, and we've never met each other either. But I want you to know that I'll always love you. You're a great entertainer, and no one could ever sing your songs better than you. You're irreplaceable. MJ, we'll always remember you. You're gone too soon, Michael.
Sabtu, 27 Juni 2009
Michael Jackson's Death
Gue ga nyangka Michael Jackson secepet itu meninggal. Padahal katanya tuh dia mau bikin konser di London kan, Juli nanti? Kasiaaaan padahal dia kan masih bisa 'naik' dan ngga terpuruk lagi dengan adanya konser itu. Eh ya, lagu MJ yang paling gue suka tuh 3, yaitu Black or White, Heal the World, ama Thriller.
I know that everyone will die, but why should he gone this fast? Eh ya gue rasa ya keanya dia tuh dulunya ngga percaya diri sama dirinya sendiri. Dulu kan dia operasi plastik di hidungnya, jadinya lama2 idungnya makin lancip. Terus kulitnya dari gelap jadi putihtihtih. Ckckckck, kalo gue sih juga pengen ngubah idung, ngemancungin dikiit aja, tapi setelah itu gue mikir bahwa ada banyak orang yang (mungkin) sakit di hidung dan pengen punya hidung yang sehat meskipun pesek juga, jadi gue berusaha bersyukur karena idung gue ngga kenapa2 meskipun pesek dikit. Eh ya katanya anak2nya bakalan diasuh sama adeknya MJ, yaitu Janet. Gue mikir, kenapa dia se-overprotektif dan lebay itu ya ama anak2nya. Emang sih, maksudnya baik, buat ngindarin mereka dari marabahaya penculikan, tapi masa ampe mereka dikerudungin + pake cadar sih?
I know that everyone will die, but why should he gone this fast? Eh ya gue rasa ya keanya dia tuh dulunya ngga percaya diri sama dirinya sendiri. Dulu kan dia operasi plastik di hidungnya, jadinya lama2 idungnya makin lancip. Terus kulitnya dari gelap jadi putihtihtih. Ckckckck, kalo gue sih juga pengen ngubah idung, ngemancungin dikiit aja, tapi setelah itu gue mikir bahwa ada banyak orang yang (mungkin) sakit di hidung dan pengen punya hidung yang sehat meskipun pesek juga, jadi gue berusaha bersyukur karena idung gue ngga kenapa2 meskipun pesek dikit. Eh ya katanya anak2nya bakalan diasuh sama adeknya MJ, yaitu Janet. Gue mikir, kenapa dia se-overprotektif dan lebay itu ya ama anak2nya. Emang sih, maksudnya baik, buat ngindarin mereka dari marabahaya penculikan, tapi masa ampe mereka dikerudungin + pake cadar sih?
Jumat, 26 Juni 2009
Refleksi - part 1
Hey guyyyyysss apa kabar semuanyauch? Hahaha, gue lagi di kantor nyokap sambil nunggu nyokap ketemu direktur whatsoever, jadi gue manfaatkan saja komputer yg melengang bebas, tapi sayang banget ga bisa buka FB hiks.........
Aaaah gue pengen nginep refleksi 8D!! Sumpah ya refleksi tuh seru banget, tapi awal2nya gue lebay gitu deh. Kan gue sholat, trus abis itu gue nyari2 Faldi atau Nabila atau Ines yang sama2 OSIS dan nari tapi ga ketemu oh Goooood!! Terus gue nanya Karin, eh katanya udah pd berangkat, sumpah saat itu juga gue udah megap2 lebay. Eh ternyata ketemu ama Faldi trus Faldi bilang "Pasti lo udh mau nangis ya?" Trus hebatnya dengan santenya gue bilang "IYA, gue takut ditinggal" wkwkwkwk lagian juga ga guna juga kalo gue bilang ngga, karena gue emang aga2 over-emotional sih orangnya.
Naaaah, kita berangkat pake mobilnya Dinda, dan sumpah ITU MOBIL KEPENUHAN DEH KEANYA. Gimana ngga, coba? Di dalamnya ada gue, Dinda, Anis, Ines, Faldi, Nabila, Adit, dan Bagas. Iya, Bagas. Gue aja kaget kok Bagas ga berangkat duluan? Dia kan bukan OSIS.... Belum lagi ditambah papanya Dinda (eh kalo salah maaf ya). Keanya papanya Dinda udah desperate gitu deh ngeliat mobilnya yang tersayang itu penuh sama anak2 ribut kea kita hahaha. Terus sumpah di mobil kita semua kepanasan gara2 kepenuhan, jadinya sering banget buka tutup kaca jendela, tapi kalo dibuka tuh kita diliatin orang2 di jalan gara2 dianggep freak. Gimana ga freak juga coba? BER-SEMBILAN orang di dalem satu mobil VW yg seukuran Jazz gitu. Oh Goooooddddd.........
Terus nyampe di tempat refleksi (kos2an punya Dayinta) kita makan terus berenang. Awalnya Devi ama Anis diceburin, trus pas gue mo masuk akhirnya gue diceburin juga. Sumpah itu kolam renangnya bener-bener dalem dan menurut gue agak dingin. Jadi gue agak ngegigil geje gitu deeechhh. Terus akhirnya hampir semuanya nyebur, rata2 sih diceburin. Ira, dipaksa nyebur, sama Marina juga. Terus Ishna lagi dapet dan ga bisa berenang tetep aja diceburin wkwkwk. Yg tetep ga nyebur tuh Adilla, Naura, Farah ama Dhila. Kita semua abis itu lomba nahan nafas di air, tapi kenyataannya cuman Ines yang nahan nafas, kita ngerjain dia gitu deeechh peace ya Nes. Terus Opang apa siapaaaa gt nanya Ines: "Nes, lo sadar ngga sih?" Maksudnya sadar dicurangin atau ngga, tapi dia jwbnya malah: "Sadar, kok, nggak pingsan."
Abis itu, ada lomba renang dari ujung ke ujung terus yang menang dapet 20rb dari WOTK. Sayangnya gue ga ikut karena gue udah keburu kedinginan. Abis itu gue mandi di kamar mandi di kamarnya Farah-Ira (agak geje ya). Kan Ira duluan terus gue yg mandi. Pas gue mandi, gue ngerasa amat sangat dodol karena GUE GA BISA NYALAIN SHOWERNYA. Alhasil gue mandi pake keran wuahahaha dodol alay abis gue. Pas gue selese mandi, gue ngeliat Ira ga pake jilbab. Ternyata rambutnya bagus loooh, membuat saya iri dengan rambutnya huhuhuhu.... Abis itu kita pada main Truth Or Dare, terus ada Rais loooh! Rais dateng bareng nyokap plus adenya yang paling kecil, Khonsa. Khonsa kyuti bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttt! Nah, Truth or Darenya tuh geje jadi ga akan gue tulis disini.
Eh ini udah dulu yach gue mo ke perpus di kantor nyokap huhu
Aaaah gue pengen nginep refleksi 8D!! Sumpah ya refleksi tuh seru banget, tapi awal2nya gue lebay gitu deh. Kan gue sholat, trus abis itu gue nyari2 Faldi atau Nabila atau Ines yang sama2 OSIS dan nari tapi ga ketemu oh Goooood!! Terus gue nanya Karin, eh katanya udah pd berangkat, sumpah saat itu juga gue udah megap2 lebay. Eh ternyata ketemu ama Faldi trus Faldi bilang "Pasti lo udh mau nangis ya?" Trus hebatnya dengan santenya gue bilang "IYA, gue takut ditinggal" wkwkwkwk lagian juga ga guna juga kalo gue bilang ngga, karena gue emang aga2 over-emotional sih orangnya.
Naaaah, kita berangkat pake mobilnya Dinda, dan sumpah ITU MOBIL KEPENUHAN DEH KEANYA. Gimana ngga, coba? Di dalamnya ada gue, Dinda, Anis, Ines, Faldi, Nabila, Adit, dan Bagas. Iya, Bagas. Gue aja kaget kok Bagas ga berangkat duluan? Dia kan bukan OSIS.... Belum lagi ditambah papanya Dinda (eh kalo salah maaf ya). Keanya papanya Dinda udah desperate gitu deh ngeliat mobilnya yang tersayang itu penuh sama anak2 ribut kea kita hahaha. Terus sumpah di mobil kita semua kepanasan gara2 kepenuhan, jadinya sering banget buka tutup kaca jendela, tapi kalo dibuka tuh kita diliatin orang2 di jalan gara2 dianggep freak. Gimana ga freak juga coba? BER-SEMBILAN orang di dalem satu mobil VW yg seukuran Jazz gitu. Oh Goooooddddd.........
Terus nyampe di tempat refleksi (kos2an punya Dayinta) kita makan terus berenang. Awalnya Devi ama Anis diceburin, trus pas gue mo masuk akhirnya gue diceburin juga. Sumpah itu kolam renangnya bener-bener dalem dan menurut gue agak dingin. Jadi gue agak ngegigil geje gitu deeechhh. Terus akhirnya hampir semuanya nyebur, rata2 sih diceburin. Ira, dipaksa nyebur, sama Marina juga. Terus Ishna lagi dapet dan ga bisa berenang tetep aja diceburin wkwkwk. Yg tetep ga nyebur tuh Adilla, Naura, Farah ama Dhila. Kita semua abis itu lomba nahan nafas di air, tapi kenyataannya cuman Ines yang nahan nafas, kita ngerjain dia gitu deeechh peace ya Nes. Terus Opang apa siapaaaa gt nanya Ines: "Nes, lo sadar ngga sih?" Maksudnya sadar dicurangin atau ngga, tapi dia jwbnya malah: "Sadar, kok, nggak pingsan."
Abis itu, ada lomba renang dari ujung ke ujung terus yang menang dapet 20rb dari WOTK. Sayangnya gue ga ikut karena gue udah keburu kedinginan. Abis itu gue mandi di kamar mandi di kamarnya Farah-Ira (agak geje ya). Kan Ira duluan terus gue yg mandi. Pas gue mandi, gue ngerasa amat sangat dodol karena GUE GA BISA NYALAIN SHOWERNYA. Alhasil gue mandi pake keran wuahahaha dodol alay abis gue. Pas gue selese mandi, gue ngeliat Ira ga pake jilbab. Ternyata rambutnya bagus loooh, membuat saya iri dengan rambutnya huhuhuhu.... Abis itu kita pada main Truth Or Dare, terus ada Rais loooh! Rais dateng bareng nyokap plus adenya yang paling kecil, Khonsa. Khonsa kyuti bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttt! Nah, Truth or Darenya tuh geje jadi ga akan gue tulis disini.
Eh ini udah dulu yach gue mo ke perpus di kantor nyokap huhu
Minggu, 14 Juni 2009
Mimpi yang luar biasa ANEH
Hey guuuuyssssss! Lama tidak bertemu yach hahaha. Okay, gue mo cerita tentang mimpi gue beberapa hari yang lalu dulu.
Soooo, a few days ago I dreamt about something weird. Nah, untuk melindungi kerahasiaan tokoh-tokoh yang terlibat dalam mimpi gue, gue mensamarkan nama-nama mereka saja yach... Jadi, ceritanya, gue sama tiga temen gue yaitu Ricky, Jane, sama Kathy lagi berjalan keluar dari sekolah gue tercinta, teruuuuuuuus.... tiba-tiba ada guru gue yang bernama Pak Dono mencegat kita berempat. Terus dia bilang: "Kathy, kamu hamil enam minggu?" BUSET SUMPAH YA TUHAAAAAAAAAAN GUE KAGET SETENGAH MATI BAHKAN DALAM MIMPI PAS NGEDENGER KALIMATNYA GURU GUE ITU. Tapi hebatnya, dalem mimpi gue malah sante banget ngedengernya. Terus, dengan santai, si Kathy malah bilang: "Nggak, Pak, 12 minggu." Terus Pak Dono bilang: "Sejak tahun 2007, ya?" Maksudnya, ya, kea dari bulan November-Desember-Januari itu kan 3 bulan tapi beda taun, kea gitulah. Terus saat di mimpi gue mikirnya mungkin skrg tahun 2008 kali ya... Abis itu, Pak Dono bilang: "Kamu udah bisa ngegugurinnya besok. Ntar kamu kasih tau aja kapan kamu siap." OH GOD OH MY GOD!!! I WAS, LIKE, TOTALLY SHOCKED TO HEAR THAT! Terus, sedetik kemudian, si Kathy langsung jatuh terduduk, kea lemes gitu lututnya saking kagetnya. Lalu, Kathy berjalan balik ke sekolah. Nah, ngga tau kenapa, Pak Dono malah ngebahas masalah aborsi itu ama si Jane, dan entah kenapa Jane malah nangis ngedengernya. Pas si Pak Dono pergi, gue nanya ke Jane: "Ngapain lo nangis? Kan bukan elo yang mo aborsi..." Terus dia bilang: "Ga tau, gue pengen nangis aja...." Terus mendadak Jane ilang. Lalu si Ricky bilang: "Kenapa ya si Kathy mau aborsi? Kan sayang banget." Terus gue ngangguk-ngangguk, dan bilang: "Kenapa kita ngga nanya ke dia aja kenapa dia mau aborsi?" Akhirnya kita berdua kan balik ya ke sekolah, terus gue ngedatengin si Kathy yang lagi duduk ngeberesin tasnya di deket loket keuangan.
Gue: "Kathy, lo beneran hamil?"
Kathy: "Iya."
Gue: "Kenapa lo mo ngelakuin itu (aborsi)? Kan sayang banget."
Kathy: "Justru gue pengen ngelakuin itu, supaya masa depan gue lebih baik."
Gue: "Tapi, kalo gue boleh tau, itu anak siapa?"
Tiba-tiba, sahabat Kathy ada di samping gue, namanya Ashley. Dia terus jebe dan bilang: "Bukannya udah ada gosipnya sejak kita kelas TUJUH? Kan gosipnya Kathy udah pernah nikah." OH GOD, mimpi gue ngaco parah. Terus si Kathy bilang iya, terus gue nanya: "Berarti lo udah cerai?" Dia bilang iya. Jadi gue yakin itu anak mantan suaminya, dan entah kenapa pikiran gue tuh mantan suaminya tuh anak Al Izhar atau Alpus, dan gue mikir kok ortunya ngenikahin anaknya pas masih umur 13 tahun, sih? Terus gue dapet semacam penglihatan: yaitu dia, pake baju biru, gendong bayinya di bus, sambil nangis. Dan gue sempet mikir kalo dia ngga mau kehilangan anaknya.
Dan mimpi gue berakhir, lalu gue terbangun selama 15 menit sambil mikirin kalo itu bener-bener mimpi atau bukan...
Soooo, a few days ago I dreamt about something weird. Nah, untuk melindungi kerahasiaan tokoh-tokoh yang terlibat dalam mimpi gue, gue mensamarkan nama-nama mereka saja yach... Jadi, ceritanya, gue sama tiga temen gue yaitu Ricky, Jane, sama Kathy lagi berjalan keluar dari sekolah gue tercinta, teruuuuuuuus.... tiba-tiba ada guru gue yang bernama Pak Dono mencegat kita berempat. Terus dia bilang: "Kathy, kamu hamil enam minggu?" BUSET SUMPAH YA TUHAAAAAAAAAAN GUE KAGET SETENGAH MATI BAHKAN DALAM MIMPI PAS NGEDENGER KALIMATNYA GURU GUE ITU. Tapi hebatnya, dalem mimpi gue malah sante banget ngedengernya. Terus, dengan santai, si Kathy malah bilang: "Nggak, Pak, 12 minggu." Terus Pak Dono bilang: "Sejak tahun 2007, ya?" Maksudnya, ya, kea dari bulan November-Desember-Januari itu kan 3 bulan tapi beda taun, kea gitulah. Terus saat di mimpi gue mikirnya mungkin skrg tahun 2008 kali ya... Abis itu, Pak Dono bilang: "Kamu udah bisa ngegugurinnya besok. Ntar kamu kasih tau aja kapan kamu siap." OH GOD OH MY GOD!!! I WAS, LIKE, TOTALLY SHOCKED TO HEAR THAT! Terus, sedetik kemudian, si Kathy langsung jatuh terduduk, kea lemes gitu lututnya saking kagetnya. Lalu, Kathy berjalan balik ke sekolah. Nah, ngga tau kenapa, Pak Dono malah ngebahas masalah aborsi itu ama si Jane, dan entah kenapa Jane malah nangis ngedengernya. Pas si Pak Dono pergi, gue nanya ke Jane: "Ngapain lo nangis? Kan bukan elo yang mo aborsi..." Terus dia bilang: "Ga tau, gue pengen nangis aja...." Terus mendadak Jane ilang. Lalu si Ricky bilang: "Kenapa ya si Kathy mau aborsi? Kan sayang banget." Terus gue ngangguk-ngangguk, dan bilang: "Kenapa kita ngga nanya ke dia aja kenapa dia mau aborsi?" Akhirnya kita berdua kan balik ya ke sekolah, terus gue ngedatengin si Kathy yang lagi duduk ngeberesin tasnya di deket loket keuangan.
Gue: "Kathy, lo beneran hamil?"
Kathy: "Iya."
Gue: "Kenapa lo mo ngelakuin itu (aborsi)? Kan sayang banget."
Kathy: "Justru gue pengen ngelakuin itu, supaya masa depan gue lebih baik."
Gue: "Tapi, kalo gue boleh tau, itu anak siapa?"
Tiba-tiba, sahabat Kathy ada di samping gue, namanya Ashley. Dia terus jebe dan bilang: "Bukannya udah ada gosipnya sejak kita kelas TUJUH? Kan gosipnya Kathy udah pernah nikah." OH GOD, mimpi gue ngaco parah. Terus si Kathy bilang iya, terus gue nanya: "Berarti lo udah cerai?" Dia bilang iya. Jadi gue yakin itu anak mantan suaminya, dan entah kenapa pikiran gue tuh mantan suaminya tuh anak Al Izhar atau Alpus, dan gue mikir kok ortunya ngenikahin anaknya pas masih umur 13 tahun, sih? Terus gue dapet semacam penglihatan: yaitu dia, pake baju biru, gendong bayinya di bus, sambil nangis. Dan gue sempet mikir kalo dia ngga mau kehilangan anaknya.
Dan mimpi gue berakhir, lalu gue terbangun selama 15 menit sambil mikirin kalo itu bener-bener mimpi atau bukan...
Minggu, 31 Mei 2009
ngga ada kerjaan abis
Kenapa ya, penyesalan itu biasanya baru ada pas akhir-akhir? Padahal jelas banget nggak guna gitu kalo nyeselnya pas segalanya udah terjadi. Maka dari itu, gue selalu berusaha buat ngga nyeselin apapun yang udah kejadian. Seburuk apapun kejadian itu. Karena dari kejadian buruk itu, pasti ada hal baik yang terjadi. Sekecil apapun hal baik itu.
Contohnya, kita disakitin ama seseorang, yang padahal kita yakin banget kalo orang itu baik. Buat apa kita nyesel? Toh udah kejadian juga, ngga akan bisa kita puter balik waktu buat nyegah diri sendiri utk kenal sama dia. Dari perkenalan kita ama dia (dan rasa sakit hati kita ama dia), kita pasti akhirnya bisa belajar sesuatu atau malah ngedapetin sesuatu yang bener-bener ngga mungkin kita dapetin tanpa mengenal dia.
Oh ya, gue lagi mikirin roket air nih. Masa sih Pak Adi guru fisika gue nyuruh anak kelas 8 bikin roket air buat ulangan praktek! Wooo apasih, padahal kan susah! Gue awalnya udah mau make roket airnya kakak kelas yg gue kenal, eh malah ngga dibawa. Huuh padahal kan seru kalo klepto2 dikit gituuuch. Eh gila, gue laper deh, soalnya tadi kan gue jaga stand kaos Labspart, trus gue beli bento gitu, yang chicken katsu. Eh chicken katsunya malah pake saos madu geje2 gitu. Hueks ngga enak banget.
Contohnya, kita disakitin ama seseorang, yang padahal kita yakin banget kalo orang itu baik. Buat apa kita nyesel? Toh udah kejadian juga, ngga akan bisa kita puter balik waktu buat nyegah diri sendiri utk kenal sama dia. Dari perkenalan kita ama dia (dan rasa sakit hati kita ama dia), kita pasti akhirnya bisa belajar sesuatu atau malah ngedapetin sesuatu yang bener-bener ngga mungkin kita dapetin tanpa mengenal dia.
Oh ya, gue lagi mikirin roket air nih. Masa sih Pak Adi guru fisika gue nyuruh anak kelas 8 bikin roket air buat ulangan praktek! Wooo apasih, padahal kan susah! Gue awalnya udah mau make roket airnya kakak kelas yg gue kenal, eh malah ngga dibawa. Huuh padahal kan seru kalo klepto2 dikit gituuuch. Eh gila, gue laper deh, soalnya tadi kan gue jaga stand kaos Labspart, trus gue beli bento gitu, yang chicken katsu. Eh chicken katsunya malah pake saos madu geje2 gitu. Hueks ngga enak banget.
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